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The general, socio-political and very personal rantings and ravings of a hip hop head from the hood hustling for change... Of himself.

You all know me and are aware that I am unable to remain silent. At times to be silent is to lie. For silence can be interpreted as acquiescence.
—Miguel de Unamuno


Monday, November 16, 2009

Two Week Notice

So it's Monday evening and I got in around 9:45ish. I don't like it but I have to. No one else is going to do what I'm doing to get into this house, and I'm getting into this house.

Most times, I'm feeling like I'm doing this alone. Doing what I am to get the necessary things in order to take possession of this house is hard. hard on my body, hard on my mind and totally against everything I stand for, but if I don't do this, we do not get the home.

It's so beautiful. It's almost exactly what I think we need.

Right now, my body is tired and my mind is no longer racing and it's only Monday. I have to pound so much in and stay positive in my right now in order to accomplish what needs to be done to put a real roof over our heads. Don't ask me what I'm doing either, I'm not telling and saying exactly what I'm doing is not vital in the grand scheme of things, but know one thing... No one is illegal here.

I remember back in 2004 and 05 I decided to take my unrolled 401k from my previous job and take the 20/10 chunk out of my as and pocket the rest of the money so I coule be a real estate investor. Oh, I invested in real property and made a profit ot two in 2004 but in 05, I shacked up with a shady crew. I didn't get taken but I did get shot at one time I wanted to go and divest to place my stake elsewhere. Them cats ran a rent hustle on a few folks on the south side and I am still a bit remorseful in being a financier.

I wish I had that money now, this way I wouldn't have to do what I'm doing now. Don't get me wrong, I have no shame in what I'm doing and it ain't illegal like I said before and at this point I will do whatever I can within the law to do what I can to be a homeowner again.

Back in the day, I was that kid known to bust one's head open to the white meat...

I am laser beam focused to get this task done. I got so much more on my plate, but certain grown folk can care for themselves.

If I didn't take on the additional task of blogging every damn day in November, I would probably erase my whole blog and get to my private place.... I'm starting to get bothered at the task of blogging every day when I don't have much to say these days. I am not the me that I used to be. I enjoy being left the hell alone in my older age. I also don't answer to folks either, and this is starting to feel like I'm explaining myself, and that ain't good.

Whatever man.

I'm lucky I lost tons of readers. Makes this task much easier.

I'll blog tomorrow. 2 more weeks until terminal shutdown. And I'll be in my house, away and able to be by myself.

Peace Y'all. It has been a real experience. Really, it has.


NeenaLove said...

we all go through that "leave me alone" phase. i know i experience that on occasion. the number of blogs i managed to put out in 2006 and 2007 combined does not exceed what i've done this year.

in any case, you know where to find me if you need anything. and i certainly know where to hit you up at.


Ladynay said...

Do what you gotta do.

Hate to see you leave, but what can you say?

*cyber hugs*

Blah Blah Blah said...

...don't delete. Please.
I guess I am going to have to log onto FB more often if I plan on being a voyeur.